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they're all here, buried
in slightly shallow graves to plague me
when i'm just waking
i thought i crushed them inside my
trash-compactor chest, dear, but you know
i've been lingering and they've been rotting
away inside me, just eating,
the greedy little bastards, and you know
it will never stop
this cycle of bones, walking talking skeletons;
and matthew i will tell you that you are the only one
but there are always more--
matthew, you are the only one;
i suffered through your wordless accusations in silence,
dozens of them, and i will suffer through dozens more,
i promise you, before these years are over
but there is a gap between my memories
and there is a gap between the colored version of you
that i look at every day without seeing and the
rusty, rotting statue that comes out at night to throttle me
matthew, it was always ever you but now there are too many skeletons,
and i can hardly tell which ones are real and which ones are not
8/23/12

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love428 Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2012
This was basically my life junior year. Text me if you wanna talk. I know how hard things can get.
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ssleep Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2012   Writer
school is gross :/ i'm probably more stressed about actual schoolwork and college than i am about, like, other people which is probably a good thing anyway
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love428 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012
It's okay man, it'll get better trust me. I'm having the time of my life in college and in two years you will too. And chill, college seems scary cause of all the shit you have to do for it but really its not that bad. I reused soooooo many papers for like, ten different school applications XD
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ssleep Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012   Writer
i already have an idea for college essays i know that if i can write about my introduction to john green and nerdfighteria i can make a damn good essay out of it the big problem is finding a college that i love that isn't 4832482374823589324823 dollars because i'm basically poor like my two top colleges at the moment are like nearly 50,000$ a year and my family doesn't even make that so i'm gonna be doing all of the scholarships and financial aid thingies
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love428 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
That's good. Never not apply for a college because of the cost. Odds are if you get in they'll help you out. That's how it worked for me. Beloit gave me like, 20,000 dollars in scholarships, plus I have work study :)
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ssleep Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012   Writer
hm okay so that's good
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love428 Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012
Tis
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sherlockholmes34 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012
Wow this is amazing. Excellent.
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ssleep Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012   Writer
thank you c:
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sherlockholmes34 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012
Your welcome. Would you mind reading some of my work?
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